Why if I don´t know what to do, I want to die?
It is obvious.
It´s what the people feel when they feel all alone.
Why don´t I bring an army troop and
kill to everybody who hated me,
and did hurt me?
But I really can´t do that, right?.
Because everything is my fault, my sin.
And if you asked me why I am like this, on this way, I gess that I said "anything".
And now it is the truth for you.
Because the people and all those situations led me being like this way.
Sad, angry with myself, and with so much hate on me.

I know, you´ll never see me.
nobody will.
but I won´t feel how now I do.
Only I want are the truth around me.
I wanna know them.
But I will never feel well about myself.
even though you don´t metter what I´m saying.
You´ll die, as the others.
As me.
cause, I´m not diferent than you. really?
And I am like you.
hope so.